1st update after long sleep!

update sasha!

chubby vs kurus

imajorti - A, B, C, other guys and all my gf

U da oke da mcm nie, siyes!!

siyes sha u da oke, u xgemok pon, da oke da dgn tinggi u

sha, u sakit ke? why u da makin kurus?

bla bla bla, semua la cakap oke!

minoriti - D sorang!!

u chubby sgt la, asal u x kurus ea? bla bla bla complain tu ini! arghh

knp aku perlu dgr ckp minoriti sedangkan majoriti cakap aku da oke?? knp sasha? knp? degil la ko ni sasha!
syg mmg mengatasi segala galanya, ckp 100 org xleh mangatasi ckp D sorg, hebat nye ko nie D? xpe, bagus jugak, at least aku buat utk diri aku, walaupun niat asal mmg aku buat sbb kau. u cari la 100% perfect girl u tu k, i nk tgk girl camne u dpt, sume girl yg u suke sume dump u, so what do u expect ea? good luck D!

semua x sama

Dalam benakku lama tertanam

Sejuta bayangan dirimu

Redup terasa cahaya hati

Mengingat apa yang telah kau berikan

Waktu berjalan lambat mengiring

Dalam titian takdir hidupku

Cukup sudah aku tertahan

Dalam persimpangan masa silamku

*Coba tuk melawan getir yang terus kukecap

Meresap ke dalam relung sukmaku

Coba tuk singkirkan aroma nafas tubuhmu

Mengalir mengisi laju darahku

Semua tak sama, tak pernah sama

Apa yang kusentuh, apa yang kukecup

Sehangat pelukmu, selembut belaimu

Tak ada satupun yang mampu menjadi sepertimu

Apalah arti hidupku ini memapahku dalam ketiadaan

Segalanya luruh lemah tak bertumpu hanya bersandar pada dirimu

Ku tak bisa (sungguh) tak bisa

Mengganti dirimu dengan dirinya

reason am using 3 numbers

pada mereka yg susah nk contact i sekarang (kadang2) it is b'coz am using 3 numbers skrg nie..2 maxis n the new number is celcom..and my phone plak ade 1 je skrg nie...
so asyik2 tuka sim je la...celcom nie xpenting sgt sbb xramai tau dis number, but i suke guna number celcom sbb murah..and dua2 my maxis number tu sgt penting sbb all my frens knoe dat number..so sori k if korg susah sgt nk contact i mase i on celcom...sori sgt2 bila berpuluh2 misscall masuk bila i on maxis, jgn mrh oke, nnti i beli phone baru leh la i on maxis n celcom serentak..hee..thats all i nk info kt u guys,..

012-xxxxxxx =i guna dis number since i form 3, byk sgt contact kawan2 lama, number diorg sume i da ilang sbb sim lama i ilang, my phone ilang kat library, but i da amik sim baru num yg same, to all my old fwen, pls la contact me back, i da xde da num korg utk contact.

017-xxxxxxx=i guna dis number plak sbb i beli phone baru last 2 year wif my ex kat lowyat, so da ade 2 phone kene la ade 2 number kan? hahaha...lgpun phone baru xde contact number, phone lama ade byk contact num kat sim n phone memory, maybe sbb mls nk transfer num, jln mudah just beli number baru je.

013-xxxxxxx=haiya, i baru guna 2weeks kot, sbb U PAX, berganda ganda murah dari maxis, sbb tu la i guna, nk jimat n senang nk contact other celcom users, murah beb, ala i guna sampai umur i 25 jer, than xguna da sbb sim card i nie valid sampai umur i 25 je..hehe

so ni la reason2 nya...hopefully korg faham la ea...:)

p/s: to D, i bukan x tetap pendirian oke, n i bukan playgirl sbb byk number, i ade reason i sendiri..suka hati u la nk cakap ape..i knoe u susah nk contact i sbb confius i on sim yg mane satu, ok lepas ni i x susahkan u lg oke, i just contact u guna maxis je...sbb dua2 number maxis i tu u active10 kan? jgn benggang2 da ea, haishhhh...!!

a b c and D

byk nye benda nak luahkan...

serabut sgt skrg,

Ya Allah...kuatkan hati hamba mu yang lemah ini,

sesungguhnya aku x terdaya lagi memikul bebanan perasaan ini...

Ya Allah aku ingin sujud padamu

luahkan segala yang terbuku dihati..

dgr la rintihan hatiku Ya Allah..

knp? knp?

inikah karma?

benarkah ini yg aku hadapi? benarkah ini balasan buat ku?

YaAlah, aku tidak permainkan A, B dan C

hatiku x ade pada mereka, bagaimana utk aku menerima mereka, aku buntu..

hatiku hanya pada D seorg, tp dia bukan milikku

begitu perit bila apa yang aku rasa pada mereka

sama seperti D rasa pada diriku

aku da faham perasaan D skrg

tp..

kami pernah rapat

rapat yg teramat sgt

die pernah sygkan aku dulu

D suka kan ku atas sbb die suka bersembang dgn ku

aku insan pertama yg dia suka diajak bersembang

begitu juga diri ku..i love communicate wif him..LOVE SO MUCH!

xpernah lg ade insan yg aku senang bercerita

satu lg persamaan kami

die jujur

dan aku juga..

antara sbb lain keistimewaan ku menarik perhatian nya

aku memahami, boleh jaga dia dgn baik, pendgr yg baik, blh dgr masalah dia, berhati lembut dan kalau merajuk juga senang dipujuk

dia kate die suka dgn cara aku sembang n jujur sgt...hmm..

dulu syg dia melebihi 90% pada ku...

tp bila lama kelamaan bersama, dia makin mengenaliku, dan aku juga makin mengenalinya...

rupa2nya byk benda -ve yg dia xsuka pada diri ku..

dia kate xla besar mane

tp bende remeh temeh nie la buat % sayang die makin kurang padaku..

u, u xpernah ckp tau tak, camne i nk tau u xsuka..

why u xluahkan n i can change my self? why?

or nie semua alasan u je sbb u da bosan ngan i?

u kejam!

u kate i xorganize, u kate i chubby, u kate i suke typo, u xsuka i baling telur mase celebrate ur bday

hey c'mon la, i leh terima ok kalo u ckp awal2, why u x cakap?

i leh improve oke!

3jam borak ngan u thru fon, i hapi sgt

even i geram u dok complain i itu ini lepas i tanye why kite kite xserapat dulu..

mmg geram sgt, i rase nak nanges dgr satu2 keburukkan i dari mulut u..

tapi i xtau knp, rase geram tu terus ilang bila kite mula sembang gelak2,suka2, dan seronok2...

u, i xpernah la sembang ngan guy yg xbosan mcm u..

even i marah tp lepas tu u buat i ketawa

so camne i nk lupakan u?? how? tell me!!

tolong la jgn sembang best2 ngan i lagi...pls u...kalo x i susah nk lupakan u...

i x suka borak wif other guy yg suke sembang geli2, xde selera i..siyes..

i suke mcm u

u is the 1st guy yg i jumpe yg i leh comfort sgt

u COMPLETE me!

siyesly..

guys,korg pernah x jumpe org mcm D? ade x sape2 yg bace my blog skrg lebey kurang mcm D

meh la isi borang pls...hahaha..;p

tahla D, u complain mcm2 pon hati i tetap kat u...

sape la yg leh amik hati i dari u ea?

leh x i nk benci u?

YaAllah kau tukarkan hatiku yg lembut ini menjadi keras agar hatiku tidak rungsing lg kerana dia..

aku perlu balik segera ke UNITEN..

berjumpa rakan2 untuk kembali tenang..

bukan bersama keluarga aku xhapi, tapi kalau masalah begini mmg aku elakkan utk bercerita..

YaAllah berikan aku petunjuk dan jln utk aku hadapi suma ini, hanya padamu aku berserah

ameen~~

p/s: for F, sori i can't accept u, perangai u siyes cam budak2, i penat nk layan!! back off k, bye!

:: TEARS DROP ON MY GUITAR ::

He looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

He talks to me, I laugh cause its so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

He walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

He looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see. TT

wakakakaka...benda paling mls nk buat aku buat jugak...

pada mereka2 yg tagged saya, sori ea lambat, siyes saya nk buat, tapi dunno how to start, ni 2nd time i buat...oke2...read dis..lols

TaGGed by Sushi
1. Apakah benda yang paling penting dalam hidup kamu?
bende ea...erm..all my stuff..haha, senang

2. Apakah benda terakhir yang kamu beli dengan wang sendiri?
oww, semua benda saya beli dgn sendiri, jarang family bayarkan, last saya beli barang ape ea, haa...saya beli souviner for all my bestie..saya beli di langkawi n penang

3. Di manakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu?
bora ombak kot..lalala

4. Berapa lama anda rasa hubungan kamu berkekalan?
isyaAllah 4eva, amin..

5. Adakah anda dilamun cinta?
nahh

6. Di manakah restoran terakhir kamu makan malam?
B&W Alamanda

7. Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli?
Ayat2 cinta..lols

8. Apakah nama penuh kamu?
sasha hamzah sudey..ngeh2

9. Kamu lebih senang dengan mak atau ayah?
mak

10. Namakan seseorang yang kamu ingin jumpa untuk pertama kalinya dalam hidup anda?
chuck bass (am adore him!)

11.Sebutkan 8 nama sahabat yang paling rapat dengan kamu?
issey,tony,zakwan,akasha,hasrul,nina,addawiyah,shrek

12. Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian anda sendiri?
yeap2, saya tak suka org basuh baju saya

13. Tempat yang paling seronok kamu mahu pegi?
beach, bali maybe, shopping, paris la...erm...byk lagi la..can't list all...hehe

14. Pelukan atau ciuman?
of coz hug!hee

15. Butirkan 5 perkara tentang orang yang tag kamu.
she's really kind person
sushi gila bola!
good looking
silent
serious

16. 8 perkara yang amat saya gilai
1. shopping!!!!!!!!!!
2. someone!
3. karaoke...sing song
4. internet!! surfing2..
5. fesbuk!
6. shoes, handbag
7. futsal (xreti main pon, saje suke sepak2 angin...ngagaga)
8. football match

17.8 perkataan yang sering di ucapkan
hey u
ea
hee
lols
nite2
chak!
okie dokie
alrite dear
hello

hahahaha...mmg sllu aku sebut words nie...hehehe

18. 8 buah buku yang paling terbaru dibaca.
ea? takdek2, sume bace slide notes from lec je, baca paper n magazine ade la..hahaha

19. 8 lagu yang saya boleh dengar berulang kali.
1. Aaliyah - Miss you (dedicate 4 all my old fwen)
2. Once - Aku Mau
3. Leona Lewis - Better In Time
4. Alicia Keys - No One
5. Jason Mraz ft Colbie caillat - Lucky
6. Laluna - selepas kau pergi
7. Eric Clapton - Tears in heaven
8. Taylor Swift - Love Story

19. 8 perkara yang saya pelajari tahun lalu
1. jujur
2. sabar
3. something secret
4. nite life
5. Licen L (Motorcycle)
6. Format PC (lols baru nak blaja) kekek
7. Cobol
8. Accounting..when i work 4 3 month at Marcus Evans KL

20. Mari men'tag' 8 orang lain.
1. Si gadis salsa
2. Nandos
3. Affy Ronan
4. Mr.pluxzy
5. Shafie Mactel
6. Jerm Mosh
7. Zaki
8. Liza

his twins

kamu: pas i bace blog u
kamu: u tau lagu ape men kt pale i time tu??
saya: waaaa...ye ker..? ngagagaga...blog bodo nie pon ade org bace
saya: kekeke
saya: lagu ape u?
kamu: ape yg bodo nye
kamu: blog ni cm diari u je
kamu: so x bodo pn
kamu: lagu taylor swift-love story
kamu: xtau asl lagu tu duk men
kamu: kne ngan situasi kot.. hehehe

so this is the song..after i hear this song, yaa....ade kaitan skit, pandai la kamu nie...erm..hehehehehe...thanks for yesterday you, u help me a lot...i feel better now, siyes! almost 5hours our conversation, mmg xbosan, u ngan 'dia' same je, mmg twins lah...;p

lagu taylor swift-love story

We were both young when I first saw you 
I close my eyes and the flashback starts 
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air 
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns 
See you make your way through the crowd 
And say hello, little did I know 

That you were Romeo 
You were throwing pebbles 
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet 
And I was crying on the staircase 
Begging you please don't go 

And I said 
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone 
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run 
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess 
It's a love story, baby, just say yes 

So I sneak out to the garden to see you 
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew 
So close your eyes, escape this town for a little while 

Oh, oh, oh 

'Cause you were Romeo, 
I was a scarlet letter 
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet 
But you were everything to me 
I was begging you please don't go 

And I said 
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone 
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run 
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess 
It's a love story, baby, just say yes 

Romeo, save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel 
This love is difficult, but it's real 
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess 
It's a love story, baby, just say yes 

Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around 
My faith in you was fading 
When I met you on the outskirts of town 

And I said 
Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone 
I keep waiting for you but you never come 
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think 
He knelt to the ground and he pulled out a ring 
And said 

Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone 
I love you and that's all I really know 
I talked to your dad, you'll pick out a white dress 
It's a love story, baby, just say yes 

Oh, oh, oh, oh 

'Cause we were both young when I first saw you